Final

over the coarse of this year Ive found typing these blogs to have a different effect than what was expected. Although I enjoy writing and telling about my life, Ive found it to be more of a hassle than I first thought. This experience has made me realize that I don’t want to write a blog for a profession. I did enjoy the fact in the beginning that it could help my grade, but finding time and access to internet became a problem immediately. The thing I enjoyed from this though was the things I learned by getting distracted while typing blogs. Ha

 

James

Suprise

The one thing I find most surprising to me is the ability in people to lie and betray one another. No matter how close a relationship one man has, many of them can drop everything built between them for their own selfish reasons. In my case im not discussing a sexual relation but one between I and my mother. She has told me how much she cares about me all my life and made me truly believe it. But when it came to drugs and money, we were put down and told of lies she had made of my father to create a false visualization of her and make us think she was a human with a heart who cared. As we all know though, in the end its all a bunch of shit.

“Lifes a bitch and then we die”- unknown

biggest mistake

my biggest mistake iv’e made is trusting my mother to be honest. When I did trust her i belived almost everything she told me. From my father being a coke dealer to him being an abusive awful man. when the “restraining order” came to a close I finaly got to see my dad after almost 2 years. I found once saw him agin that everything i once thought was wrong. when it turned out my mother was the one using coke, pills, drinking, and  abusive, stupid bitch that thought she could control me through lies. Thats why no one can trust my “mom” (emily Lacy).

What would you say to a stranger if you had 60 seconds to talk a stranger out of taking his/her life?

Uhhhhhh….. In not sure who you are but i can see you must be troubled. There’s other solutions trust me I’ve been in your situation. I know it sucks now, whatever it is, but if you stop now you’ll never get the chance to see change. You don’t want to end on this note right now do you? If you don’t do this I can help you through this. No one has to know you’ve come to this unless you would prefer others to help you through this. Just put this behind you and i’m sure you wont  regret it. But i wont stop you from what you believe is right, the choice is yours….

Emotion Control

Being able to control my emotions better would be a gift right now, Espesialy my anger. holding back my anger would cause alot less harm to others and myself. it would keep me away from these situations my anger puts me in. It would also prevent my mother from taking advantage of my rage when i run into her. when i think of my situations when my anger takes me over i think of it this way “It could’ve been much worse but it should’ve been better”-FFDP. I could prevent alot of problems if i had control over this emotion and thats why i would choose anger.

Right To Wrong

Through time things change. Opinionated decisions of people is one that does due to creating their own opinions and not just agreeing with their parents. For instince my preception of what was wrong to me as a child has been alterd by the creation of my own personality. Seeing things as Ive grown have instantly caused me to rethink my own opinions. When most people are young they see drugs as bad, but as ive grown and realized that my mother is a regular user has made me think its normal. I realize its dangerous to think this but its what my mind has seen throughout my life. (Im NOT a Coke user, unlike like my mother)

Religion?

Do we really need it?
I say no.
The cause and effect of religion leads to nothing but groups of different beliefs that have waged war on each other for not accepting their beliefs. Without religion their would be no blood shed by religious cults and will prevent mass war between other civilizations belifs.
Although without religion most people would have nothing to base their lives on and could possibly lead to mass anarchy if their are no rules to live by and belive there is no punishment to their life choices.
If I had to make the choice id take it out, even though im a religious person because I see the chance of less world problems/arguments without these beliefs.

New One Morgan

The Morgan County High School is nice as it is, although there is much room for improvment. The classes should be of a larger spectrum to provide learning opertunities in most all categories. The food should be a little better, atleast edible. Teachers should have to aquire knowlage in more than one subject to fill a class with a missing director with usfull info on the subject and help them in that time, instead of knowing nothing on the subject and getting nowhere in the class period. Definatly bring back a break period to allow the students to take time to rest their heads to keep them awake and attentive in class periods.

IMPROVE ONE MORGAN!

Fall Break

During our break i went with my dad, step-mom and siblings to Lake egypt & St.Louis. We had lots of time to bond in the 10 hour drive north. We got to see all the sights and explore eerything up there. When we tried to go into the arch they had closed it because of the gov. shut down. We still had plenty of fun fishing, swiming, and spending time with each other. In all honesty it was one of my better weeks because my mom wasnt there. Its nice to get away from the house for a while, even if you still have to return to the same thing.

 

Scary Movie

I love scary movies! I just cant get enough of them. One of my favorite series is SAW. All of the gore and suspence makes me cringe. Giving these people who have made mistakes in there lifes a trap where they have a chance to escape is just awesome. Jigsaw is there to catch you and bring you to a difficult situation you must complete to save your own life. SAW is the best horror series ever.